Really glad to see that you're a bit more positive. Some of the obstacles you see before you seem impossible, but it's just your present perspective. As you get better, they'll seem more probable.

If you see a part of God's plan in your life, then keep your eye on that and don't try to second guess Him. He'll let you see as much as you need to see at any given time. Whether you believe that God gives you tests to increase your endurance or not, He definately uses our trials and turns them into good.

Above all, remember that He created us with free will. He lets us make our own choices. It's true that He doesn't give us anymore than we can handle, but we've got to be careful to not give ourselves more than we can handle.

Right now, just take one day, one moment at a time. Baby steps can get frustrating but they are the surest.

Know that there IS someone "out there" that not only understands but cares that you make it though this dark tunnel out into the light. My prayers are with you.

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Keep talking to me, keep posting, ok?





<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>