I won't have enough free time when I'm back in school. I have a lot now, but I don't enjoy being around the people that I did.

From my experience, once someone moves, they move on. I haven't talked to old friends and family after we all went our separate directions. I rarely talk to my parents anymore unless I drive down to wear they live or vice versa.

Time and distance means a lot to me. I have difficulty seeing myself happy with a relationship where we never see each other or where we don't even live in the same state. There's just a certain coldness with texting and whatnot.

Besides drugs, alcohol, and sex etc., what is there to enjoy with other people that I can't enjoy on my own? And on my own I won't be hurt like I am by other people. I guess there's the advantage of people not getting to really know me if I only have a little time to spend with them and I'll have a reason not to try to get closer to just anyone because I don't have time. But I always choose the wrong people to try to get closer to.