So yesterday I accused my mother in-law which I love dearly of calling CPS or fraud and opening up an unfounded case but she plans on opening up another one. Now mind you we have never had a cps or fraud case against us or do we need one. even if it was needed she'd be the last one ever to open a case against us.

Then I was sure that if I go on vacation with my parents he would file charges of abandonment, I'd loose my son, because he has to sign the new lease without me I'd lose my home and would have to move back home until I got back on my feet from loosing everything. To the point that I was crying.

The sucky part of all this is generally I give so much trust to others that its almost on the verge of naive. Its not that I am naive just I believe so strongly in the good of humanity that someone has to really push me before I lose trust in them.

My husbands worried because "this is not my Lisa" I have no other signs of mania and have been told I am stable. I know I'm going through a lot stress but really? What do I do? I've already lost some really important relationships. I don't want to lose my family. I see pdoc in a week and a half but Ts worried too.