Thank you guys for responding you were really helpful and I think you guys are right.
My main concern now is that almost all of my friends are also her friends (even before we were together) and that it's gonna be so awkward seeing her with them in summer and I feel I'm still very attracted to her and don't wanna see anyone else have her (it's as if my brain is tricking me into thinking I own her or something which is by the way very wrong because nobody owns her but herself). Do you guys think it's a transient feeling or will it be like this for years to come? The sentence that describes best my situation right now is that I'm in love with her body. Not her personality. But it's such a strong attachment.
I know all of this sounds very childish but I'm just typing exactly what's happening in that ****** and uncooperative mind of mine.
Thank you again everyone
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