UPDATE: I called my pdoc today to leave a message, but he talked to my husband since I was in school. We are decreasing my Lamictal from 300mg to 100mg...slowly, to see if that it what is making me manic. He prescribed it to me to help with the depression, and that part has been working because it's been a really long time since I've been super depressed. But I haven't been sleeping as well, or even feeling tired, the last few weeks. I'm hoping this works!
I've been home for a few hours from school, and played with my youngest, tickling him and laughing with him. No anger at all!

And I've just felt really good all day today.