Kureha It sucks that you are going through this stuff. I get anxious because the Govt is monitoring me too. I think what David Cameron is doing to the NHS and people on benefits is despicable!

Newtus: You know deep down what the best thing to do is. It is time for you to be responsible and start taking your meds again, otherwise you WILL end up in the hospital again and they WILL forcibly medicate you, and it will probably be court ordered this time so you can't escape it again. You should talk to your T about your disordered eating behaviours before that gets out of control too

I think I told you guys that I got my notes last week. Well I delivered a letter to the CMHT today saying that I'm discharging myself because of the "many inaccuracies" in my notes. I didn't get into specifics though because I knew that I would never change their minds. Surprisingly the psychologist then rang to see if I wanted to speak to his manager about my issues with my records, but I declined. I did not discharge myself in order to get them to beg me to stay, which is what they probably will think if I agreed to meet with anyone now. I'm actually surprised that someone bothered to contact me: considering that they all think I'm malingering, why do they want to keep seeing me?!

Anyway, I won't be around much on PC, if at all, any more because I feel like I am just attention seeking by being here. Just because I don't have a diagnosis anymore, doesn't mean my suffering has magically diminished! I'm fed up of people thinking that I'm malingering!

All the best guys!

*Willow*