Dear T,

I think I emotionally cut you off....like for real. I feel nothing when I think of you. I could stop seeing you and it feels to me right now in this moment like it would be of no consequence whatsoever. Really, T?!? Wtf is wrong with me? I hate this. I hate it. I am so ****ing over it! I can't stand to go to see you this week and to feel like this. I will be horrified watching myself act distant and like I'm fine. I won't even be acting though because that's exactly how I feel. Distant and fine. I need no one. Ever.

Ugh.