Thread: Anhedonia
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Old Apr 14, 2014, 08:09 PM
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Originally Posted by elevatedsoul View Post
thanks for your precaution psychiatric1, i've read up a little on the use of stimulants for off label use... im not saying its the answer, and the medicine probably isnt causing at as much as my lifestyle change... i used to drink everyday, and did everything else that popped up as well but now im sober and like my case manager told me 'i have to learn a new way of life because im changing my life'

i was just thinking that adding ritalin or one of the stimulants would be able to push me off the fence and get me kick started into a new positive chapter of life?

this anhedonia is terrible though and depresses me because im sitting here trying to play my favorite game of all time, my favorite thing and im just not getting "rewarded" by it

my brother mention something else too, that we have to learn how to enjoy things while being sober since we used to alter reality so much to be able to deal with things
I truly feel for you. I have not been myself for the past four months, and have gotten little enjoyment out of the things I used to love, such as fishing. During the one time of the year that I could have gone to Florida (where I go fishing), I just wasn't up for it, and chose to just stay at home. I usually anticipate this week all year long, and it's sad to see myself just not care about it. I'm hoping that Lexapro will help turn me around like it did for my dad, my uncle, my aunt, and my grandparents, but right now it's just a waiting game.

As for the temporary kick-start from an amphetamine or methylphenidate -- I would caution against it. Given your past dependence on alcohol, a stimulant could turn into the same exact problem, but with potentially more severe consequences. The high will make you feel good for a bit, and most people (whether consciously or subconsciously) find themselves taking more medication in chasing that same high that they will never again achieve. Luckily I started my medication long before I could understand all of this, so it hasn't been a problem for me.