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Originally Posted by Rose3
Is it necessary to trust? I mean - who can be trusted? Maybe it's more useful to be able to interpret situations and people, to understand what's happening? Without putting yourself in troublesome situations. Keep yourself safe. And consider the people who seem reliable, considerate.
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I know, I've isolated so long that I have nobody. My trust issues are dampered by my worthless past. I'm 36 and I never learned until now. I'm finally taking control of this condition. I have so much built that it took me to the age of 36 to realize it. Rose you are exactly right, I've isolated and self medicated to the point where I couldn't see it. I couldn't see it because of my drug abuse. I feel so guilty that I'm 36 and on disability. I think its the isolation and depression along with bi polar. I just fear that I'm schizophrenic, and all from adderall. It really is sad.