So I was honest with my therapist and I was inpatient for 12 days. They changed my diagnosis to Bipolar I and changed my medications, I think for the better. Catching up in school has been hell and it's caused me a few mental breakdowns but I don't think I would be here if I hadn't gone to the hospital, so anything is better than that. Most of my teachers have been understanding. One is a jerk but I have the disability and student services department behind me so he doesn't have much choice as to whether to accept stuff. I still have lingering depression but they're still messing with my meds so that's to be expected. Just an update for anyone who was curious as to what happened.