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Default Apr 14, 2014 at 10:58 PM
 
Wow. I never had a word for it before. It wasnt until recently that I realized I'm totally paranoid and hypervigilant. The thing is, I know that sometimes my hypervigilance and paranoia is justified. So I feel like I'm rewarded in a way for the behavior and so reinforcing it.

There are people where I work who will quickly stab you in the back if you don't keep an eye on them. It doesnt help my mental stability at all.

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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.

Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien

Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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