Pink, you basically just parroted what I said to him about one or two sessions ago. I'm so glad I found this forum and you all.

When I said that to my T, he said "why would I ever want to do that"...of course some questions have no logical answers but the fear is still there....you may recall a previous post where I talked about cancelled sessions right after we talked about this and I freaked out on myself. Mostly crying at my desk like an idiot....

Turns out he really did have a conflict hence the cancelled sessions...when will I learn??