I'm not sure, he probably would feel differently if I went to a woman but I've tried to see women in the past and never found one I connected with.

I talked to him about it this past weekend and he says he fine with my sessions and wants me to believe him...sigh...

Well, you all got to see me have an episode that is mostly what the post above was. An episode...not that he and I don't have issues because we do (DH and I) but this might be one of my thought distortions. Giggle.