Starting day 3 today. My first day and a half, I was in an excellent mood, then yesterday afternoon, things took a nose dive. This morning I'm feeling okay. I just hope that yesterday afternoon was the worst of it, emotionally. I have a feeling, though, that today is going to be one big roller coaster. I can handle that as long as tomorrow isn't as bad, since it will be my first day back at work without a smoke. Sigh.