I just came back from a 3 week stay in the sunshine state. I've been applying to jobs and have had some interviews. Yesterday was gloomy and it snowed but I was fine, today it's sunny and I've been crying for almost an hour. I'm on short term disability till next month, I wasn't going to reapply but now I'm thinking I may have to. I don't have a job lined up, need some kind of income, and days like today set me back. I'm going to try to get out of the house, maybe a movie to distract me. I stopped taking my antidepressant because I thought I was better, I took it again this morning. Setbacks like this bite.