1) do not cold turkey meds. It will mess you up. Do not stop start. It's bad.

2) As for jobs? How big is the unemployment in your area? Here in Europe it's kinda normal not to have any job, so don't expect to find job in a month. It's not you, it's the world economy.

3) Cry it you need to. Crying is much better then holding it in. One bad day is not end of the world.