Just because you don't have an "official" diagnosis doesn't mean you're not allowed to post here. A lot of people here don't have official diagnosis and they still post. You have a right to be here and I doubt that anyone who's been around here for long will think you're faking. I've seen you struggle with depression and psychosis, and I'm sorry those stupid doctors think you're faking. It's not right. It was very wrong of them to just completely dismiss you like that.