(((((((((((((((((((Canders)))))))))))))))) - Thank you so much, you are such a good friend my dear. I'll PM you about tonight.

(((((((((((((((Candy)))))))))))))))) Thank you for your kind offers and support. I may have to take you up on your offer about interviews - although that would require me to get one first!!

((((((((((((((desperado))))))))))))))) - I actually am taking a couple course distance ed this summer, so maybe i could apply for a government loan .. good idea! I'll definitely look into that!

I'm working up the courage to email my mother tonight .. i have so much that i should say to her, but its hard because she knows NOTHING about my personal life and i hate talking to her about it. I'm so scared of her reaction, and even the thought of telling her how i actually feel about how she's been acting is scarying me so much. We'll see if i can get around to that tonight, but probably not because i have a midterm and test tomorrow

Thank you all once again... much appreciated
Jacq