Please don't apologise, its really not neccessary, I think a lot of us, if not all of us have felt somewhat invisible at times on these boards...

I have not replied to a very many posts in ages, I mostly lurk unless I believe I have something to say that will not only be useful, but acceptable too.

See I'm in the no med minority and I've realized my opinions and insights aren't always welcome here (because clearly I don't suffer like the other members), so I stick to reading and when I do post its mostly on the relationship or BPD forum because meds don't matter over there.

I'm sorry you feel unheard and unsupported, and I'm sorry for the very selfish part I've played in it. And it is selfish, not wanting to put myself out there. I hope you start feeling better soon.