Planning to Exist,
I guess the biggest hope any of us can have is that it can be controlled. I have been cut free for over a year now and have had urges..I won't lie because they do happen. However, it does get easier and I find myself thinking about it less and less.
There is hope...we need to have it to survive.

Jessica

<font color=blue>The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain</font color=blue>