Do any of you get desires to cut of all your hair, shave it all off and pull out your fingernails? I get these strange feelings like I'm not me and want to get rid of all the dead stuff on me. I think this is from the lack of sleep but I don't know.

I did see the doctor today but I couldn't say this. Long story of how that visit went, not too reassuring. Where I live there are no Pdocs that take both Medicaid and medicare, so I saw a substitute doc as my PCP had an emergency. She took one look at my diagnosis-- still wrongly bipolar I should be BP II.-- and just wanted to hurry.

I do start back on lamictal and restoril, whenever I can figure out how to get to the pharmacy.