Candybear, So sorry that you are having to go through that!! {{{{HUGS}}}}. Your feelings are real and are very important to you and all of us here at PC. I think I agree with Suzy. It wasn't right that your pdoc cancelled so suddenly like that and left you hanging. Maybe you should seek a new one. I went through many before I found one that would work for me. Best wishes and please keep us informed. Feel free to PM me anytime!!
Sincerely
Katy