We all are going to die, eventually, this is the only certainty I have. Then, what to do in between and dealing with all what has been given to me is the hardest part. On top of that now I am facing the consequences of wrong decisions made in the past. I struggle finding the extra motivation I need to live a decent life. I don't even waste my time thinking about how much easier is living for other people. I just cannot find the strength I used to have. I do not know if you can relate to this