I'm sorry! My home was similar growing up, but they finally realized how much it was hurting me and it's better now. That's great you have friends and are a good mom now. I was too scared of being a bad mom to even try to have kids. Now I'm too old, but I have stepkids at least. 
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Originally Posted by littlemiss44
My family treats me like crap. My sister who is an alcoholic tells me that I aa is the answer to my mi. I'm also an alcoholic but aa doesn't cure mi. My parents won't talk about it. They hate it when I bring it up so I learned to not share anything with them. I grew up emotionally abused with zero love. This contributes to my bpd. I have bp 2, depression, bpd, anxiety and ptsd. If I get hospitalized my.mother gets mad at me, like I'm a problem. It really hurts. Luckily I have a few close friends who understand my illness. I don't know what I'd do without them. I do everything I can to help myself. I go to therapy, too my pdoc and attend dbt sessions. I do these things to stay healthy. So I'm a better mother and a stable person
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Schizoaffective disorder/mood disorder with psychotic features (depending on who you ask), OCD.
Seroquel 300mg a day and 25mg prn
Lamictal 400mg a day
Neurontin 1200mg a day
Zoloft 300mg a day
Cymbalta 60mg a day
Nuvigil 325mg a day
Ativan .5 prn
Prazosin (for nightmares) 4mg a day 
Additional dx: cluster migraines, celiac, hypothyroid, anemia, gyno issues and the list goes on......
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