Thanks curiosity. I know what you're saying is probably right. Trippin said the same thing last week. It's just hard to go against my thoughts right now, it seems so true.

I can't even discuss it right now because I'm so sure that I'm right and my husband is just being controlling.

But I am aware that my thoughts MIGHT be a little irrational...

I can't take the Seroquel until Sunday night. I mean, I won't because I don't want to deal with the side effects on a work day. I can make it five more days I think. I actually can't have caffeine as too much (enough to feel the effects) upsets my stomach. Weird right?

Thanks for both your responses.