You know all I wanted was to just be with this person I truly love and care for just be able to hugs her everyday tell her good night love you every night I'm a extremely soft person when it comes to relationships but it's just nothing is working out in my life failing my course failing my social life and professional life I get urges to self harm and really strong urges to all this happen because of a girl..... my life is so horrible I think to myself alot what if everything just stays the same (a very depressed person ) Ike everyone says stuff will get better but it's gone on for months and months now it got to the point where you m seeing a psycologist for depression like argh I just want this to end already! I'm tired of this stuff that's happening I'm tired of feeling this way a d when ever I try to fix it it just ends up worse or just no where but still people get pissed with me I'm so sick of all this stress I'm more then likely to have a mental breakdown again unless my psych bloody gets back to me soon or I'm gonna end up being hospitalised..... again

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