I've actually done that. I wonder if it's because therapy is so important to me or if it's because I want them to like me or think well of me or something. I guess it's an improvement that I care now because it used to make no difference whatsoever in any circumstance - I didn't go to any trouble for myself or anyone else. At least I value therapy.

It is funny to think that we put ourselves together so we can go fall apart isn't it?

So yup - guess I'm a dork too.