You need to ask your husband did he love you before you started the medicine ( he did or he wouldn't have married you). Then ask him if you ever got off medicine would he still love you. Before asking tell him you just need a yes or no answer. Can you call your therapist?

Ugh is any of this rational? Nope, but it is completely understandable. Do you have any sick days available? Have you tried PRN every other day or cutting it in half? Yes I know that sounds ridiculous how small they are but it may help.

Usually when I take my PRN I sit there and tell myself I'm lying ( usually in the Ari's voice in Sinbad) long enough to swallow the PRN but I haven't been able to prepare it for me to take at the time I start taking it.

For the record