I do that sometimes, though, Wikid. This weird combo of getting stuff done, but also kind of punishing myself in the process. Continuing with work when I knew I was getting blisters or hurting my back. I used to do that more, and then try to make my H feel badly because it was his fault I was hurt by having to do so much because he was being such a slacker. It's one of the things that I realized I had to really work on. It doesn't sound like that was the issue for you, Ready, but it sure has been my issue in the past.