It was a little self sacraficing.... My H who would have done it but I wouldnt let him because he is highly allergic and last time his whole face ears and all blew up...he could hardly see... I wasnt taking chances with my little guy... So I have never been exposed so I didnt know how or if I would react....

But I know i do other self injurious things like I dont stay on a eating plan dr told me to use (lchp) and i dont take my preventative asthma medicine... So wiki...i am not above doing things like that.... Often i worry that i do things as attention seeking ... So I wait till H isnt home... Cause he might think I'm doing it to point out all he doesnt do...(which he has accused me of in past)