Hello everyone. Well, it's been only a month since I said goodbye to PC. I knew eventually I'd come around and realize I needed to be here, but only time could tell me when I was ready. I definitely want to thank everyone who responded to my last post. Your words are part of the reason I knew I needed this place to help me. I wish I could say things are going better for me since the last time I was on, but it's not true. I think tonight I got pretty close to rock bottom and I kinda scared myself. Within the last month I came to the cold hard fact that my life is going nowhere and I really needed to do something about it. I spent hours and hours everyday brainstorming and every idea I've come up with has failed so far. Not to mention that everyone around me is complaining about their miserable lives as well and I can hardly keep my mind on track. Also my headaches seem to be getting worse. Everyone's always telling me how too much aspirin's bad for you (I know it is) so I tried to cut back, but the one day I didn't take any I honestly thought I was going to pass out. I could hardly walk or eat without feeling queasy. So that's where I'm at right now... stuck in the biggest jam ever, unable to budge at all.