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Since I had been isolated for so long, I think I was just enjoying being in the company of a man as well.

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Juliana, I feel the same way. I don't have a lot of positive male interaction in my life right now, except for T.

I do take a bit more care with my appearance for therapy, but not excessively so. I don't wear much eye make-up for fear I will cry and wreck it all, but I try to touch up the rest in the car right before my session. I definitely think of what shirt I will wear. Today for therapy I wore a burgundy shirt because I look good in that color. But often I wear black to therapy with different necklaces. Or sometimes if I am feeling pretty good and strong, I will wear a red shirt. It's kind of pathetic I even give this 2 seconds thought, but heck, that's therapy and that's me!