icinggurl - no, things don't seem pointless. Sorry I'm shooting most of you down, I really don't know what this is. It seems to come and go, too. I finished my essay in two big blocks where I just worked for a couple of hours. Now, I have absolutely nothing that I HAVE to do, but there are books to read, computer games to play, TV to watch, things to write. It feels like it's all boring, but I also feel stuck, like I just can't start anything.