i do just wear jeans and t-shirts. and i don't wear make-up (ever). so it is more about feeling comfortable. feeling in my skin rather than feeling like a hideous freak. and i'm probably a lot strange in that i really don't have very many clothes because i don't have the courage to go clothes shopping very often... depressed about the clothes situation at the moment actually. and the money situation doesn't help much with that.

but i have this t-shirt i quite like... because it is a nice fit. and because the arms are a little longer than some of the fitted t-shirts i've got and it actually does a reasonable job of hiding the rather gross scars combined with tan line situation on my upper arms.

it says: 'girlscouts. magic empire council'.

he laughed at the t-shirt (in a nice way). but still... i haven't worn it again. i hate people commenting on my appearance. just wanted to fall through the floorboards. but i think... i think... i managed a smile.