There was a time when I thought it was almost a badge of honor to be on a lot of meds...like it proved I was really sick and therefore needed a lot of treatment and attention. I think I got up to five at one point - two ADs, an AP, a mood stabilizer, and anxiety med.

Now I would be afraid To be in so many because I would be afraid I am repeating my past. I have had a very difficult time believing that I'm not really just making this all up. I'm not sure if I'll see be able to believe fully that I'm not. So now I just take one and have a prn available. I also use klonopin sometimes though I haven't had it since September.