i was in the hospital from March 2nd till yesterday March 13. and when i got home my dad yelled at me and really made me feel like crap. i was going to SU just to spite him... but i havnt decided yet. i know this is a non suicide from but.... i dont really feel like calling a help line. My dad just does not understand.... he says i sould just 'get over it' and 'grow up' if only it were that simple.... Arrrggghh i felt like such scum yesterday when i got home.... i dont even know how to reply to his comments, i just get silent and say i dont know...... he really knows which buttons to push