Thanks for your response.

No, he would never quit without having something stable. He does do music ("gigs") on the side and has said that while it would be his dream to be able to make enough money to turn that into a career, he knows it is a long shot and will most likely always have to have a suplemental job. I don't think he'd consider going back to school because he really disliked it and didn't do all that well. I know he will always work and do whatever he needs to do to make ends meet, and would never quit a job without something else steady lined up. It's just that his job is most likely always going to be "just a job"- whereas for me, my job is sort of my hobby and I need to be passionate about. So, yes we are different in that way and, yes, I do think money and the future are scary.

My point is- I need to be able to realize that everything is OK RIGHT NOW! And have faith that it will continue to be, no matter what changes may come. And also believe that if we hit hard times, we will figure it out and work through it.
And most importantly, there is nothing happening right this second and nothing I can do right this second so worrying is not going to help anything.

I decided right now that I am going to have a great, positive day! And I actually believe it, I'm not just saying i!!