I'm listening. I hear you all.

It seems only like-minded people listen to like-minded people.

I guess I'm depressed. I mean people keep telling me I am over the years. Doctor thinks I have an anxiety disorder with Agoraphobia. First, he didn't say what kind of anxiety disorder and I don't know where he came up with Agoraphobia. It got me sick leave from work. I was having pains in my chest and hard to breathe, migraine headaches, couldn't focus and very forgetful, insomnia and I was exhausted all the time.

I haven't had many of those symptoms lately, but every time I think about going back to work, they all come rushing back. I feel angry a lot, lately, too. I feel the dark mood growing and I fight it off every day. Stupid things are annoying me greatly. I feel this immense pressure that at any moment I could explode ... and what makes it very annoying and scary is ... I have no idea why.