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Originally Posted by tryinghard973
Im sure ur not as bad as what you make it seem. Whem I look into the mirror I look at a person who had his own apartment, a fiancee, a person who ****ed over his family, its all guilt and insecruity. I wish I could rewind time. I probably would have a family by now instead of being disabled.
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How are you doing?? Did you mean me..or someone else when you replied. Im not sure ur nt as bad as what you make it seem?? If thlats to me- it is bad obviously it has a hold on you and you are on xanax right? I am glad you told your DR... or therapist.. don't want anyone else to go thru what I did and still battle honestly...can lead to other problems to like depression and anxiety... and health problems of course if you are not eating right...what do you mean about this stuff about messing up your fam? Because I have been there.. feeling that way and of course wanting to rewind time.. but we can't.. we have to live in the moment and know your family loves you...I just started cymbalta and it's been helping so much in the last few weeks.. I was really depressed and had been on the same antidepressant for about 3 years and wasn't working .. now things are clearing in my mind.. can think strate... and disabled? Did something happen or referring to the disorder.. I too am disabled..have chronic back pain and a lot of long worded conditions that keep me from being able to be very active, to work, sit or stand very long..