My boyfriend and I have been together off and on will be 5 years in a few months. Hes told me to go out and date other guys in the past which I have. Almost married another guy but in the back of my mind it was always him that I wanted.
Now he seems to have matured more but theres still a little bit of work that needs to be done. I havent had sex due to a chronic pain condition.I know he wants to and I want to but I dont know how im going to be able to being in pain sometimes its excruitating even when I'm laying down trying to sleep. I dont want to lose him what do I do? And I am also a virgin and a Christian!!