((((((((Secretum))))))))

I'm so sorry to hear that you are back in the dark place again. Just try and remember that the last time you were here things let up and you were able to see the light again. Even if you can't believe it right now, the light will come back... try and hold on to that. If things stay the same or get worse though, going to the ER might be a good idea... if nothing else than to ease your mind.

Hang in there
xoxo