Last night, I turned my boyfriend down again. I've been pretty depressed and anxious for the last few months, so I'm not "in the mood" very much like I used to be. Well, we got to talking and I told him it's normal for depression, and he said he feels our relationship is lacking intimacy.
Already??
I do spend bedroom time with him, more in the form of a quickie so at least I'm pleasing him... And it's only been around 6 months since I came to him for pleasure. Which I guess is quite awhile. I'm afraid this might ruin our relationship. I did mention maybe he could be romantic and loving instead of grabbing my various body parts to get my attention.
Jeez, I hope this doesn't start into a fight. If this post makes any sense, what can I (or we) do?
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I might have GAD, depression, pure o ocd, and ptsd.
But I'm a mother, friend, author, and music lover, too.
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