I'm so sorry guys, I don't mean to moan so much...but I just cant stand this anymore Why am I so disgusting? I have no control at all anymore, I just eat and eat and eat and I cant seem to stop
I know it's just a phase, and there ARE good days where I eat normally, but they are very few at the moment.
I cannot bear to look at myself, it makes me feel weak and worthless and nauseous.
I wish I could climb out of my own body and just make it all stop