Hi Deanna, sounds like things are really hard for you right now. So quite an achievement in managing to get your kids off to school!! Maybe exhausting in itself considering the way you're feeling, at least you know you managed that though. Sometimes you need the rest/the respite though, you can only do so much, so don't fault yourself on that.
But are you seeing a doctor about the way you've been feeling? It sounds like you're handling a lot, and maybe a bit more support would be helpful?
But of course we're here too if you want to share a bit more of what you're going through.
So hang with us and "fingers crossed" for Monday.
WELCOME TO PC!!
Alison