Hi Paynful: I'm so sorry to hear of your dilemma. I wish I had a great answer for you. When I'm in this type of state, I typically just make myself do something, preferably something physically demanding or something that I very much want to do but have been unable to get started. Sometimes it even makes me angry that I have to go & do whatever the thing is I'm forcing myself to do. But usually, if I can accomplish this one thing, it's enough to get me going again at least at some minimal level. I know how difficult this can be.