I'm sorry for the loss of your mom. Think about what she would tell you. Maybe journal and have a conversation with her. She is still there encouraging you, you just have to listen a little more carefully.
I lost my mom 5 years ago and it is like a big piece of me is gone. I miss her so much, but I can still here her voice talking to me. I don't think I will ever get over losing her but things are better now and I try to remember the good times.
Deepest sympathy.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
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