((((((((((((wisewoman)))))))))))))) I am sorry you are going through so much. It's very difficult to focus when so much is going on. I can not relate to the physical pain that you have but I can relate to the inner pain that you feel. At one time I placed my pain and trust in my earthly friends and they turned their back on me. I realized over the years that my hurts and pains are with MY God where I am no longer rejected.

I am truly sorry for the pain and if I can help in some way please let me know....
Snow