I don't see any doc regularly I had a brilliant relationship with my GP but she retired so I am left with no medics that really know me and as I am on my own with my 3 kids it's just all too much for me right now. My dad died 2 years ago and last year both my grans died as well as getting divorced and moving house and it's like I just kept going and now I have come to a stop and am stuck.

I'm sitting here tears streaming down my face thinking what's wrong with me? I know really it's depression but I guess it feels wrong because it didn't hit me whilst everything was going on it's hit me when all the drama is over and I feel stupid I guess like I can't quite compute.