Thank you both. It has been hard and I know it's hard on my husband as well. Before the diagnosis I went trough a depression from the seizures so I know where he is coming from so I try not to get upset. I just woke up this morning feeling overwhelmed by everything. I took a nap and to my surprise when I woke up the house was cleaned. I feel badly for being ipset now, I thibk he could see the toll everything is taking on me. My daughter got some bug and has been throwing up the last five hours so its kept my mind off the stressots at least but it's heartbreaking seeing her like that. Hopefully tomorrow will be easier