Thanks for replying to my post, George! This, of course, is the, how did we used to phrase it, $24,000 question. (I think, way back when, there was a game show on TV where the top prize was $24,000.) Realistically no, I can't imagine that I would. I expect I'd just be trading one set of problems for another. But just the thought of having the opportunity to try it out, to cast everything aside & for once be the person I am inside, with no fetters, no reservations, is intoxicating. It makes me dizzy just to imagine it. No more hiding, no more pretending, no more depression, no more anxiety. OMG...!